my stomach is at that phase where I LITERALLY want kbbq every single day this week and next week? is that bad? haha

LET’S GET SOME!!!!

Because I am tired of writing my lab report for my neuro lab class, I decided to take a break and instead write since i haven’t tumblered in a very long time (i don’t even know if this is a word haha). Recently, I’ve been in a very easily irritated state and at times overwhelmed by pressure of many several things such as taking over the presidential position of Circle, being involved with my fraternity, keeping up with academics, and trying to find new research positions and volunteering gigs, and even still trying to be a good friend to everyone. I realized that through all of this and after neglecting so much of the importance of being disciplined in my faith that I do, in fact rely on Jesus Christ for everything. I don’t exactly know how non-believers do it and survive through life without Him. I most definitely would go insane. It’s at times like these where I feel a lot of pressure that i continually seek Him for He is the only one that can comfort me and rescue me from the non-important worldly demands of achievement, success, and social security and instead set me back straight to His demands and His will, all for His glory. I am going to try to become more mindful of Him in everything I do. I want to pray more for this is something that I struggle with constantly. I want to fellowship with my church and Godly people even if my schedule seems packed. I want to start doing everything in accordance to Him again and not for my selfish dreams and desires. Listening to a Resolved conference, I realized that I am once again forgetting how lucky I am to be even saved by His grace and am just amazed at how much He has done for me in my life. If I try to get back on these things again, I know I wont be as snappy and will rather be in a happy mood all the time. I apologize to all of the people that I might have gone overboard throughout these past few weeks…

Literally, thank God for even blessing me with the ability to struggle in my academics and be challenged by your amazing gifts

and now back to writing my neuro lab :)

this is something I really totally forgot this week after getting all my midterms back and the week before. I ignored the ultimate Father that I was actually working for and I completely put God back somehwere in my brain, nowhere near my heart. And then I watched Jeremy Lin’s interview for the first time and I thank God for letting me watch that interview and testimony because it put me back to perspective of what I should actually do and what my main purpose on Earth is. I’ve asked God multiple days this week to please show me direction because I was just totally lost in all the things that I was doing. Everything seem to become just a blur and after watching Jeremy Lin’s interview, God has definitely put a path again for me to follow for His joy. At times like this, I always feel stupid for constantly stumbling upon this problem but I am comforted that God always welcomes me back and will always continue to work on me to sanctify me until I die. I may not be as famous as Jeremy Lin but I will let God control my life again as He always been and learn to trust in Him and just keep pushing forward and working hard in my studies and in my singing and to stop idolizing those two things in front of God for God is the only thing that brings joy to my life and those two things are just blessings that he gave me. I need to start being more attentive towards my walk with God. Good night :)

story of my life unfortunately

she’s a legend

(via iggyazaleas)

baruyon:

Lang’s we’re blest wi’ ane anither,

Fie! let fears gae flee…

(Inspired in part by Millais’ ‘The Blind Girl’… I know that the painting is a little over-romantic, but I love the idea of it being about her senses, and the detail of her feeling the grass between her fingers. Well hope you like it;;)

wheremyfriedchickenat:

R.I.P Etta James ♥

loveee

Wanna be startin’ somethin’?

heard that Darren Chriss from Glee could be celebrity judge in Soulstice and I”m pretty stoked for ittttttt!!

ohfreedom:

So. Good.

awww

muyyum:

EAT. Beef Shawerma at Mediterranean Deli

craving it now